cybersex turned into real sex

I was only 18 and an exception: I was still a virgin. To me it didn t seem so weird but my friends often thought I was homosexual. Of course I wasn t.Instead of having real sex I used to dream a lot about fucking. I also wrote my own pornstories looked at pics of stiff penisses and really felt good with that. Until the day I got internet at home just after my 18th birthday. I met a guy there named Alex with who I built up a real cyber-friendship. He was 32 but I had no problems with that. Of course we sent pics the one to the other but that was the only thing we knew about eachother. One thing we had in common: our wish to have perfect sex not too pervert not to slow and soft but really good and also with love. He had already lost his virginity and had experienced sex but I hadn t. I didn t tell it to him because I was sure he would never discover that I was immature in that.One day when we had talked for almost 4 months he asked me to cyber to have sex on the net. I saw it as a joke and agreed. But you must know that it s strange to fake a sexscene when you have never had real sex when you have never seen a real mature penis when you ve never felt something in your vagina when you know actually nothing. But I did go for it.We had scenes like in the train in a classroom in the park and so on. Everytime he came in me very deep planted his penis in me pushed real hard came in me with a throbbing member and then filled me. I could feel it like I was a prof in having sex.My favorite scene was this one. I was a girl of about 16 and I had to take care of three little children whose parents both worked till late in the evening. He was 33 happily married and had a loving wife. But he wanted something more. He wanted me because I still was so young and healthy because I had a lot of phantasy. I said he didn t really love me but that i wanted to take me and I also wanted that. One evening when his wife was on travel we had brought the children to a babysitter and he had asked for an off-day. Yes that was just great. I went to him before noon immediately got undressed and asked if he wanted to take me very hard. It would be our first time together so he wasn t at ease. He first didn t agree because it would hurt. Finally he agreed and when i said he could attach me at the bed and do with me whatever he wanted he got so excited that he couldn t refuse any longer. Bound I couldn t react on the pain I could only screw. But I wanted him to follow his owxn libido.So he bound me on the bed spread my legs and bound them not far from my hands. It wasn t a comfortable position but it was good for him to come in me so deep that I almost felt his penis in my ass so deep....He came on me. The only thing that supported me was my vagina and my pelvis. Then he pushed in me so hard and pulled back stuffed his member back inside and then jumped out. Again and again.He also came in my ass after he had done enough in my vagina. I was really his object in that story. I leaned with my hands against the wall he pushed his cock in me and let his semen ooze out of it. Great! I always moaned and groaned very hard then. I thin kthat people should have heard me if those things would happen in reality. That are things that we experienced on the net. I really didn t feel virgin anymore but i was attached to Alex. I missed his stiff penis from which i had several pics. In one picture his penis was being measured and believe me or not.... the length was exactly 26 cm. And he was also very thick: about 45 cm.I actually didn t want to be a virgin anymore. I didn t want to continue with those selfwritten pornstories. I wanted him in me in reality. I asked him if he wanted me too. Not easy to arrange such things you must know. But finally we planned to meet eachother in the park as in one of our stories. He was to wear a red jeans and a thight T-shirt. And i would wear a thight miniskirt with dots and a transparent top through which you could see my bra. Hot!And we met at the right hour at the right place. It was kinda strange and I couldn t utter a word. It was so weird to see Alex walking and so on. His voice was so strange in comparison with what i had thought. He asked me what we would do like a gentle man. Well as a dad and a daughter we went to a tearoom to drink a little something. We did as if our cybersex had never existed and as if we just arranged this day to talk and to laugh. But both were we constantly thinking of the others penis or vagina.In the tearoom we went to a little round table in the corner where there weren t a lot of people. He drank a coffee and i drank a milkshake with banana taste. He began tellin ga story concerning the milkshake because I wouldn t have started chatting. I was shy. Still a virgin remember and i was scared about how it would be to have such a hard sex like in our stories. I told me the following. If I were you and you were this milkshake i would drink so many of them; I would drink every drop of delicious tasting milkshake. I would like out every glass first with my tongue then with my hands. Then i would order another one and doing the same. I love milkshake! I started laughing a little. So poetic. Then he said: Let s go away here and search for a quiet place. My cock is hard too hard and the sperm wants to slime in you. Please?! We went to a bridge across the Thames. It was a perfect bridge because there were holes in it at regular places. And i knew how to enter in one of them. None could get in there because none even knew the place. It was rather cold outside but there was no wind and I felt warm inside. That was enough!We got indressed like in our stories.... He lay down on me licking my face and my neck kissing me mouth sucking on my tongue. I wanted to tease him and i didn t let him inside of me. I wanted to see how long he would stand that. Suddenly he began to sweat his voice started trembling. I felt his whole body throbbing on mine. I want you. Please let me in. I knew he was almost bursting in his potention. His cock was brick hard and could explode every moment. I was scared to let him in immediately. I knew he liked it to be sucked. I turned myself until i was on the upper side went down on him. He saw it and didn t react with words. Only with sperm. What a gentle way to say thanks I said laughing before I stuck his dick in my mouth. It was oozing out of it. It was a warm sticky thing and it even didn t taste so bad. It was salty and sweet at once it was ... I don t know. I don t exactly remember the taste of his sperm but i know it was deliocious just because he liked it to be sucked so immensly hard. I swallowed every drop. It made me think of the milkshake and i started laughing. When i told it to him he said -also laughing- that he wanted to make me a milkshake.Without a warning he turned again and with his penis still brick hard and only leanin gon his hand. Miss can I help you? I didn t say a word but my eyes said that I wanted it. He pushed. I groaned. He pushed harder. I moaned louder. He started moving up and down. I screw out of pain! He looked at me and checked if I was still willing to go on. Having so much pain I said if was still a virgin. Of course he was astonished. He hadn t felt anything of it inside he even hadn t thought of it. But I wanted him to go on because I wanted to experience the same as on the internet. First he slowly slid out a bit saw the sticky liquid mixed with a little blood. Don t watch the blood! You hurted me so much know that i want you to go on. A lot of pain or a bit of pain that doen t make a big difference. Come on Alex fuck me take me. I did continue but slower now. He moved up and down but not so heavy like before. And I must admit that it felt great. It was as if the pain was gone. Perhaps because the secret was revealed.He took me in all possible ways like in our stories indeed. I graabed my feet with my hands he came over me and pushed. It hurted less much less. He pushed harder and came in me. I felt his sperm fill me completely. It really was like I had dreamt of it: first a little warm thing you feel. Then a round throbbing top that spits in you a much warmer liquid. It goed very rapid it fills your whole body within seconds. It gives you a feeling of happiness and selftrust. You feel loved!He also took me in my ass but pulled back before the sperm streamed. He came on the floor.... I searched those tiny spermcells you can t see of course but it was a game. Here there s one and there also! We burst out in a laughter. We continued playing with eachother for at least 3 hours: once he came in my vagina or in my ass once he fingered me or I licked his cock. When i did that licking his cock he groaned when I brought my tongue under his foreskin. I made little circle on it sucked on it so that his foreskin moved and slid.We also had 69 etc...We had a wonderful time together. And we still have.Every night I fuck with him on the net we arrange stories to make come true.I see him every week. He lives far from me not far from the frontier with Scotland whilst i live with my parents in London.My parents don t know anything of this. But it is going on now for more then a year: our sex isn t pervert but heavy. We do things like in the movies like in the phantasy of people who dream about their prince on the white horse.I found my prince although he hasn t got a horse. So if you re in the same case as i am then also try to put your story on this page. I don t say it s a good thing to do fucking with a stranger coming of the net. But I must tell. I couldn t wait longer to see him and I met a wonderful man sweet and good in bed.I really love him!Thanks Alex for taking my virginity! You re the best thing that could ever happen to me.